Tuesday, May 12, 2009

the beginning

WAKE UP! WAKE UP!
your time bomb is ticking
all anger is going off
i wished you a happy chaos
and a pleasant destruction
save your thoughts for a heart that matters
i came from the depths to plant a thought into your head
i went out of my way to do it.

OH NO!
i unfortunately found a way to deny you
saving the time to pass through the moments with you
i thought you were dead
you should be burned alive
you dont have any scars to prove to me you are the one
falsely approved by the destruction of evolution
you haven't failed to keep our hearts safe.

I AM SENT!
saving the time to take you out
you shivered in your sleep
and someone lurks in your shadows
someone dances with you while you sleep
you have a haunting against you
and ive taken your seat.

SUICIDAL MURDER ATTEMPT!
you are shattered in the thoughts of our minds ever since the beginning
you should of killed me when you had the chance
now i stand 10 feet above ground with my heart and a sword
ill take you out. rot you out. choke you out. and without a doubt, never stop.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

light the day: the timeline of times. line. time.

if time loses track of me ill come back for you.
otherwise shine with sun and have your smile grow like grass
chase the moon and the stars. make the night sky shine again
we spend our days running and sleep during the night
the moon and the sun take turns in watching over us
we are not alone
our sails have collapsed, dont stop now
our love will last
in the hour of your death i will be the one risking my life for you
because where i am going i have no worries or scars
why should we die without any matter?
if i ever defeat time. i will come back for you.
if i ever defeat extinction. i will come back for you.
if i ever defeat evil. i will come back for you.
if i ever defeat myself. i will come back for you.

Friday, May 8, 2009

proving ground: dying on a sunday

i look to the sky and i see you
your the calling in my ears. you wear the scars to prove.
your not that far at all
just so you know if you ever need me. im here.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

wings like eagles: no pain. no breathing. just calm. just beauty.

replace your heart with a dagger
i couldnt betray my father. he is the strongest person ive ever known
deny your ghost he still lurks in the shadows
what you dont believe in, believes in you
apparently lifes better then knowing the obvious truth
when really the truth is, nothing is dying anymore
nothing is bleeding for anything
we are all simply living, every one gave up surviving
so cheers to this new world, and cheers to us
we have made it
victory is but a grasp away, we are all just not lucky enough to run with it
so what is my role?
peace? when was that not something worth fighting for? worth dying for? worth going to heaven for?
when has peace ever been something you talked about?
or a movement on streets?
stop wasting your time
i showed up on hells door step with a box full of guns and grenades, and no deals were made
i showed up with a smile like a sales men i even got dressed up for the occasion
but that got me no where
so where was it that humanity went wrong?
i have followed the lion to the cave
ive been taught everything i needed to know
your flags are all burned up. your nations crumble. there are no orders. there are no laws.
Armageddon is here
peace has redeemed our palace, and the sun is near. the clouds fade.
the earth cracks. a big huge firework show.

we are all saved. but no one is cheering. we've made it this far and no one is cheering.

"thank you God i have seen the wonders of this world, and i have met your angels. all things end. all things come to an end. and your grace has been bestowed upon me like waters wrath swallowing me. dont ever leave me."

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

planet liberty: the arms and machines are not the forces of nature

suffering from the crash
ten thousand miles away from home
the sun sets in one way. but it switches every time
ive seen the dedication of all widows fighting through the wind
taking out natural disasters like tornado's and hurricanes
ripping through the air like a feather
so delicate, yet so destructive it turns into a sword
slicing everything around it
let it kick down like that
yeah let her have her fun
ive seen the mess of this world
i have to, risen above the surface
ive reached for the clouds and touched the heavens
ive flown so high and far
the earth has no ending, i always find myself back to where i have started
but time hasnt ran yet
a small time clock out of the corner of my eye. it disappears before i read the time
how much time?
take the liberty of effecting everything around you
its all yours take it for granted
show them the power of ones eyes
let them shine this world with this feather

ill write you a letter stating that: "i have taken over each ground that liberty stands on and ive touched every horizon. you are all but guests in this world of pain. you pass me by on the streets. but be aware that judgment has time to take its toll. and i will trample on any force of rage that comes my away. i refuse to move out of my body because it is not my time to go yet. there is still some good in this world. and there is still some good in me. looks like i must defeat everything that overcomes me. im still not tired or sick from this. it hasnt even begun yet."

The earth has harvested off of our bodies so others can survive. the trick is, we never repay it back. ive been choking the whole time. im still not sick or tired yet. my heart pumps electric waves. sending missels through out my body. you wont defeat me. trust me. you wont defeat me.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

suffering from several withdrawls of redemption: all artists are born and die in the same day

im focusing on the image.
how much time must it take to realize that this world is just a painting to some eyes.
i have found the time to make something beautiful out of it.
i have also found the time to destroy everything.
i am not the hero because i am one man.
the hero is but the art of life in creating something beautiful.
grow something. dont just burn it.
this tears me up too much. sometimes i speak in confusion.
i confuse myself.
i have people in my mind.
all they do is talk. all they do is talk. all they do is talk.
when i have dreams they come to life they never leave my mind.
all i do is talk to myself before i go to sleep.
if it wasn't for being a schizophrenia. i wouldnt have the bestest friends i have ever had.
you dont understand me im sure. but i also believe you sell your thoughts to everyone you talk too.
to me this seems like a problem.
i cannot trust you.
before the world was a world. it was just a rock. we had the power to create something beautiful. we also have the power to destroy it. we were all meant to die. but not like this. no. not like this.
"Actors die so loud."