the beginning

WAKE UP! WAKE UP!
your time bomb is ticking
all anger is going off
i wished you a happy chaos
and a pleasant destruction
save your thoughts for a heart that matters
i came from the depths to plant a thought into your head
i went out of my way to do it.

OH NO!
i unfortunately found a way to deny you
saving the time to pass through the moments with you
i thought you were dead
you should be burned alive
you dont have any scars to prove to me you are the one
falsely approved by the destruction of evolution
you haven't failed to keep our hearts safe.

I AM SENT!
saving the time to take you out
you shivered in your sleep
and someone lurks in your shadows
someone dances with you while you sleep
you have a haunting against you
and ive taken your seat.

SUICIDAL MURDER ATTEMPT!
you are shattered in the thoughts of our minds ever since the beginning
you should of killed me when you had the chance
now i stand 10 feet above ground with my heart and a sword
ill take you out. rot you out. choke you out. and without a doubt, never stop.

light the day: the timeline of times. line. time.

if time loses track of me ill come back for you.
otherwise shine with sun and have your smile grow like grass
chase the moon and the stars. make the night sky shine again
we spend our days running and sleep during the night
the moon and the sun take turns in watching over us
we are not alone
our sails have collapsed, dont stop now
our love will last
in the hour of your death i will be the one risking my life for you
because where i am going i have no worries or scars
why should we die without any matter?
if i ever defeat time. i will come back for you.
if i ever defeat extinction. i will come back for you.
if i ever defeat evil. i will come back for you.
if i ever defeat myself. i will come back for you.

proving ground: dying on a sunday

i look to the sky and i see you
your the calling in my ears. you wear the scars to prove.
your not that far at all
just so you know if you ever need me. im here.

wings like eagles: no pain. no breathing. just calm. just beauty.

replace your heart with a dagger
i couldnt betray my father. he is the strongest person ive ever known
deny your ghost he still lurks in the shadows
what you dont believe in, believes in you
apparently lifes better then knowing the obvious truth
when really the truth is, nothing is dying anymore
nothing is bleeding for anything
we are all simply living, every one gave up surviving
so cheers to this new world, and cheers to us
we have made it
victory is but a grasp away, we are all just not lucky enough to run with it
so what is my role?
peace? when was that not something worth fighting for? worth dying for? worth going to heaven for?
when has peace ever been something you talked about?
or a movement on streets?
stop wasting your time
i showed up on hells door step with a box full of guns and grenades, and no deals were made
i showed up with a smile like a sales men i even got dressed up for the occasion
but that got me no where
so where was it that humanity went wrong?
i have followed the lion to the cave
ive been taught everything i needed to know
your flags are all burned up. your nations crumble. there are no orders. there are no laws.
Armageddon is here
peace has redeemed our palace, and the sun is near. the clouds fade.
the earth cracks. a big huge firework show.

we are all saved. but no one is cheering. we've made it this far and no one is cheering.

"thank you God i have seen the wonders of this world, and i have met your angels. all things end. all things come to an end. and your grace has been bestowed upon me like waters wrath swallowing me. dont ever leave me."

planet liberty: the arms and machines are not the forces of nature

suffering from the crash
ten thousand miles away from home
the sun sets in one way. but it switches every time
ive seen the dedication of all widows fighting through the wind
taking out natural disasters like tornado's and hurricanes
ripping through the air like a feather
so delicate, yet so destructive it turns into a sword
slicing everything around it
let it kick down like that
yeah let her have her fun
ive seen the mess of this world
i have to, risen above the surface
ive reached for the clouds and touched the heavens
ive flown so high and far
the earth has no ending, i always find myself back to where i have started
but time hasnt ran yet
a small time clock out of the corner of my eye. it disappears before i read the time
how much time?
take the liberty of effecting everything around you
its all yours take it for granted
show them the power of ones eyes
let them shine this world with this feather

ill write you a letter stating that: "i have taken over each ground that liberty stands on and ive touched every horizon. you are all but guests in this world of pain. you pass me by on the streets. but be aware that judgment has time to take its toll. and i will trample on any force of rage that comes my away. i refuse to move out of my body because it is not my time to go yet. there is still some good in this world. and there is still some good in me. looks like i must defeat everything that overcomes me. im still not tired or sick from this. it hasnt even begun yet."

The earth has harvested off of our bodies so others can survive. the trick is, we never repay it back. ive been choking the whole time. im still not sick or tired yet. my heart pumps electric waves. sending missels through out my body. you wont defeat me. trust me. you wont defeat me.

suffering from several withdrawls of redemption: all artists are born and die in the same day

im focusing on the image.
how much time must it take to realize that this world is just a painting to some eyes.
i have found the time to make something beautiful out of it.
i have also found the time to destroy everything.
i am not the hero because i am one man.
the hero is but the art of life in creating something beautiful.
grow something. dont just burn it.
this tears me up too much. sometimes i speak in confusion.
i confuse myself.
i have people in my mind.
all they do is talk. all they do is talk. all they do is talk.
when i have dreams they come to life they never leave my mind.
all i do is talk to myself before i go to sleep.
if it wasn't for being a schizophrenia. i wouldnt have the bestest friends i have ever had.
you dont understand me im sure. but i also believe you sell your thoughts to everyone you talk too.
to me this seems like a problem.
i cannot trust you.
before the world was a world. it was just a rock. we had the power to create something beautiful. we also have the power to destroy it. we were all meant to die. but not like this. no. not like this.
"Actors die so loud."

vultures on a barbed wire horizon: the future holds a stronger tomorrow

your weapons are useless, this cage is useless
we can all convert with the sun
so let the light shine in
cant say it didnt work out this way
ill lower my head in the casket
and strip away the pieces of this wooden box
form a cave out of it
grab whats mine and hide away from all of it
but this box wont save us from our destruction
the light in the sky is but a figment to all eyes who choose not too believe
those clouds hang too low
all i see is dullness of this planet
"im not gonna tell you anything!"
lower my body in the casket
remove this sacrifice
the belly of the beast has been rotting for so long, it hasnt found a way to ripe itself back together yet.

life extermination: 1.O.1

running out of walls to run into
board up the show this stage is going down
every one get into safety positions. no one is safe.
leave your gold behind and jewels
for all i care take your own lives instead
they've come for salvation
i have none to give them
[hatred and power is the killer]
[peace doesnt come from shock]
[eating other species to stay alive
burning one planet at a time.]

sweet calvary: in drowning of the making

i starved the nation with 100 lies.
i am the one who dies
ive come to destroy this world. take it all down. separate all lands.
open wide your filthy mouth and fill it with sand.
is it painless? is anything painless?
when the clouds rain, they will bleed
and i am the sweet carriage, damaging your world.
the thought of me just hurts when you think, so you dont do it.
you believe that i dont exist, but i see you everyday
i whisper into your ear.
the earths destruction was my fault. it has always been my fault.
they never mention me in the newspapers because i do not exist.
no one really exists, they just think they do.

the end

so fierce and quiet, the end of the world is here.
all time has ranned out. God please send us more minutes.
there are others like me scattered all over this earth.
the elements need more time to formulate the plot of binding this world together.
sparkle this city. send us more minutes. sparkle this city. send us more minutes.
there arent anymore wars to be fought, lay down your arms.
signal the sky, let it rain over here. open up the heavens. let it rain over here.
let the eagles swarm. let them dance into the clouds.
if it hurts to cry, then its been awhile. allow the joy to surpass your heart.
let it fill the emptiness in your body. let it make you whole.
the light shines on us all. the voices of heaven speak to us.
"the war is over! Hallelujah! the war is over!"
God we have come home now.



"Those who have hate for me without cause are greater in number than the hairs of my head; those who are against me, falsely desiring my destruction, are very strong; I gave back what I had not taken away." -Psalm 69:4